😘 Armin van Buuren 😍

I couldn’t hold my tears when I was reading the last post you posted. I’ll never love anyone like I loved you.

I knew you were the one, but I couldn’t help my ego to be thrown away. You had taken me for granted.

A revengeful heart had to be satisfied. I meant to hurt you but not to humiliated you. I was selfish and spiteful.

I’m sorry.

I mean it.

One thing you need to understand, I was SO hurt by you, all torn up it left a scar.

I’m afraid being in love thanks to you. Because I know, I’ll be debilitated. I can’t let anything bring me down.

Not even you.

So I packed my love, my bitter, my blue, and my fear. I wrapped it with beautiful cold hearted smile and a hint of anger. I keep it hidden in a safe box.

I didn’t trow away the key, coz I hoped you found and opened it. And you could understand it and treasured it.

But now I lost the key.

Do you have my key ?

mayanaya87:

I look at you, and what I feel

I touch you, and I wonder how you feel

I want to be with you,

and preserve this what we feel

Without you my life is a dread

In my life, losing you is the only thing I afraid

Don’t leave me, it will tear my heart to shreds

You have driven me seriously mad

…

Full On // 5 April 2013 (at Gandaria City)

Full On // 5 April 2013 (at Gandaria City)

Without make up..

Lady in Red - Jumping Santa

Ladi in Red - Spin

Lady in Red - Martini